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Scientist by day, hobby manga artist by night, Mave reserves this site for rants and ramblings about Anime/Manga, Christian Music and Faith, Crime Investigation, Cooking Disasters, Food Science, JRockers, travelling experiences, random everyday life stuff and humor. XD

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Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
1 Corinthians 15:58

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Phillippians 4:6-7

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

CHANGE......

I'm no longer the Mave I used to be.

So, I've been told by those who have known me for the longest time.

Why do statements like this leave me feeling bad about myself? Isn't change sometimes good? Is it always a negative thing? Or is it just typical for ppl to pinpoint changes that are presumed to be negative in one's eyes and to completely ignore other changes that has occurred?

I feel silly for feeling bad about a comment like this. Well, of course, I've changed! I've been to different locations, met different people, encountered different point of views, undergone different experiences.....how can I NOT change? Our whole lifetime is about change.

So, why the guilt? Why the doubt? I'm not sure why yet but I suspect that I'm sliding back into being too overly concerned of what ppl think of me and fearing displeasure from others.

Now, ~that~ is a change I really don't want to undergo!

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2 Comments:

At 9:23 PM, Anonymous said...: We all change inevitably, good or bad. But the Mave that I know now and the Mave back then would not have been where she is now had it not be for change. Do not let those comments get to you, only you yourself know what changes are good for you. I am proud of the evolution of Mave in the past few years, especially of the obstacles you have overcome abroad. Hang in there!
At 5:25 AM, Reta said...: change for the better is always good *wink*

but if u were upset about the comments we made about you asking us about the other day, let's just say we were just taken aback because the mavis we knew 5 years back wouldn't ask that. It's a nice change to know you are looking into but yet maybe you didn't realise, you couldn't make up your mind! hehe but we still love you muah.