Darkness has fallen on the land. Loneliness and sadness reigns over a sad woman trapped in foreign land.

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In the corner of a cold empty room, the sad woman softly whispers to herself and looks up.

"Why?"

Her sadness unmasks, hot tears burn as they flow down her cold cheeks.

"Not pretty enough? Not slim enough? Too whiny? Too emotional? Too dependant/clingy? Too boring? Too much high maintenance?" Her restless mind offers endless suggestions....

The sad woman mourns the loss of a man she thought she could submit to by God's law. But the submission is with condition. In return, she seeks to be loved and cherished as Christ loved the church.

Was it too much for a woman to desire? The sad woman allows feelings of regrets and degrading thoughts to impress themselves upon her at her weaker and vulnerable moments.

All she can hear is.....

"Not good enough."

All she can hear is.....

"Not good enough."

All she can hear is.....

"Not good enough."

The sad woman shuts her eyes and continues to listen to her broken heart.

Here comes self-pity.

Here comes depression.

Here comes fierce hostility.

Here comes emotional tension.


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It is over.

Or is it?