Blimey, I'm a working adult now and I'm not sure how much I like it.

It's my second day of work as a sensory intern in K-land. So far, I've been wearing professional clothing, running around into all sorts of meetings, getting to know new colleagues and learning how to get around in my new office. Half of me is excited and enthusiatic. I thought my current work experience (obtained from grad school) was something to be proud of. But the more I learn at work, the more I realize how little I know about the real working place.

The other half of me is intimidated and exhausted. There are so many new things to learn; I almost feel overwhelmed and inadequate. I look at all these experienced colleagues and wonder whether I could ever be like them. If my manager handed a project for me to handle independantly, I think I'll just freak out. (^__^);;;

ok ok ok....think positive. If God leads you to it, He'll lead you through it. God won't lead you to something you can't handle. Yeah, I must remember that.

I kinda miss surfing the Internet, emailing or chattings during daytime since we can't do stuff like that during working hours (duh). But man, when both my Internet and cell phone didn't work for that one day in K-land, I've never felt so lonely in my life. Perhaps I've gotten too dependant on my friends and ppl's company. Andreas is in Indonesia, most of my friends are in EL, friends in K are in a different building and department.......God, preserve me.

Hai, enough ramblings. Gotta finish off my thesis and another paper for publication. It all just seems endless. When will I get a break?